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Misery Of The Life I Live
You say its selfish, you say its wrong
I ask how can it be selfish
When no-one cares about the pain they cause you,
No-one cares enough to realize your depressed.
How can it be selfish when the pain is so bad,
You cant stand living with it?
Maybe it is a little wrong,
But so is living in all this pain and suffering.
So is how no-one can tell, or even care.
I dont care anymore, it's too much
To put up with, I hate how it feels,
I hate how I see myself,
I hate having to cry,
I hate how my life is,
I hate it all.
3-Nikii-12
2004
No More
Please, no more crying,
I dont like how it feels. No more hurt in my heart
It feels worse.
I wish there was no more pain,
No more hate, no more cheating.
But there is so much,
And always will be.
Its so tough, I cant handle it.
Somehow though, I manage it.
But I wish I didnt have to anymore.
3-Nikii--31
2004
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Chaos ( the one from 5th grade)
Have you ever wondered what would happen if we created a superior race of humans?
I have the answer, chaos. There would be more annihialtion, battle, and injustice.
Have you ever wondered what would happen if we were told we all had to eat, act, and dress the same?
I have the answer, chaos. There would be more sabotage, murder, and insecurity.
Chaos is all over, its something no-one can end.
----Nicholle Fiegel---
2000
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Silent Murmers of Discontent
The waves of rage crash against
the silent murmers of discontent.
Forged together, destructive and agonizing.
Destroying the once calm, and engulfing it in fear.
Antagonizing, drowning me in hate.
Trying to get out, panicking and sinking even deeper.
Trapping me in the debt of sorrow,
The irony of it repetively stuck in my head.
Illogicality chasing me down, and at my heels.
Images implaing my thoughts,
Lesions appear in the cracks of my mind.
Anger causing all of this, and I
Indulged in the silent murmers of discontent.
Nikii Fiegel
5-3-2004
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