Have you really thought about life?
Or what would you do with a knife.
Have you lived your life happily,
Or has it been really shitty?
Do you live in pain and disguise it?
Do you take everyones shit?
Do you just want to scream and cry,
Do you want to die?
When you are in a car have you ever
Thought about jumping out of the car?
Isn't it hard to think happy things,
When eveything in life stings.
Theres time where I feel so low,
and that death is coming too slow.
I wish it would go right away.
but it always stays.
Its like a dark cloud over me.
Its never goes away, sadly.
So have you ever thought or felt
any if this?and have you really dealt?
9-Nikii-20
2003
